Where can I love myself even more each and every brand new moment as I usher in the reality of my dreams? Think about this for a moment… I never ever would have known how much hard work goes into loving myself. This goes far deeper than mirror work. Blunt Force Truth: You can tell yourself that you love yourself, but you may never get to the depths of actually loving yourself by doing so. This is because nobody wants to acknowledge if they don’t love themselves in some way. We will instead proclaim that we love ourselves, hoping to fill a void. It doesn’t work that way! You can say you love yourself till you’re blue in the face, but you’re only covering up the truth and applying a mask on the surface of what you think self love is. You gotta go deep! You gotta find every single area of life that hurts. I mean really fucking hurts! If you truly love yourself, every single person will reflect that back and fall in love with you. Does that really happen? And even if it did, that would only be because people fall in love with the surface of who you are (which is what most people do). So get to work! I am actually lucky because everyone reflects to me that there are areas of my life that I can love more (yes, everyone). Most people never go to the depths of themselves. In my work, there are no voids. There is only room for self improvement. And even though I walk this path alone, I welcome and call forth the love of the universe to manifest in my life. Every single goddamn day! It’s not about covering up my pain and just saying I love myself. It’s about sitting with it. Listening to it. Giving the pain a voice so that I can heal. And it’s not about changing myself either. It’s finding ways with which I can illuminate my entire mind, body, and soul with my love. And most importantly to me, it’s about sharing that love. Loving yourself is not the answer. It is the result! Thank you. It is done. It is done. It is done.
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