Things I’ve learned from relationships: I’ve attracted people in my life to reflect back to me something within myself.
To be present.
To give a voice to the part of me that hurt.
To listen and observe.
To allow that voice to feel safe expressing himself.
I found that when people are at their worst–when they’re hurtful and toxic–is when my compassion is needed the most. And I have the power to control and love myself, responding differently than I had in the past. I can choose not to let someone control my emotions.
I CHOOSE, and I choose compassion.
I can attract everything in my life that I need for my path to help humanity’s conscious uprising–as I help myself.
I attract love.
I attract money.
I attract the things that I love most, like creating music and workshops.
Yet I limited myself in the past.
I grew up poor. I used to have blocks being loved. These were only meant to be temporary. When I realized that I was only seeing part of what’s going on around me, it was like I had blinders on to prevent me from seeing how much people really do love me.
I let that part of me be heard.
I let that part of me out.
I loved myself even more through the process, and I am healed. I am loved.
I thought I healed the blocks with money too. Yet I find myself again sitting with myself, listening…
What needs to be heard right now?
How can I make myself feel even more protected as I reflect upon myself and why I’ve attracted the relationships to reflect this back to me?
In the past, I attracted resistance. It showed me that I was resistant. I attracted money problems. To show me where my mindset was still in lack and limitation.
And the whole time I’ve been doing things right. I’ve been attracting community for workshops and music, and now I’m seeing the light again! I attracted people in my life to show me where my old blinders had limited my success.
I’d write about how to devote myself and support others energetically and financially. And I do that to clear my own blocks! But somewhere deep down inside, there was a fear of success. I know it was programmed from childhood. People make themselves feel better by characterizing those who have more as morally bankrupt people. I believed it just by hearing it so many times.
But it’s other people’s judgment.
It’s their projection.
And it’s just not true.
I release any programming from my past that’s allowed me to limit myself to fit someone else’s mold.
I am who I am, not who someone thinks I should be.
I am safe and protected, financially secure, and ready for takeoff!
The next step is here. I’m playing live music, which has been my lifelong dream.
And I’m ready to start taking people on journeys. I’m not going to coach or counsel.
I’m a travel agent for the journey within.
Because I create a better now. It’s really that simple.
So let’s book a trip together!
Are you ready for takeoff?
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