The more I embrace my dark side, the further into the rabbit hole I go. Because it’s not all shiny shit and jazzled tits. The more I look within, the more I find myself attracting more pain. And when I see the lesson behind it every time, I get stronger. I said ‘bring it’ to the universe! And that’s exactly what I/the universe did. More pain. More lessons. Hell I got more than a few PhDs by now. Anyone who says God has bigger plans for you just isn’t ready for the depth. It’s not about anything outside of you. It’s there because someone put it there. And down there, there’s a child that just wants to scream and break stuff. It’s not afraid to come out. But we try to make ourselves believe in more “wholesome” ways to heal. We say it’s wrong to have an outburst. S/he’s wrong for wanting to scream. Wrong for breaking something. S/he fought for what s/he wanted then was shamed and punished for fighting. S/he can’t behave “normally.” So s/he got fucking locked away. Then that child is made to feel worse–imprisoned in one’s own psyche. We programmed our own brains that one way to deal with something is wrong and the other is right, even if it doesn’t work. How fucked up is that? That created a loop in the brain’s neural networking, imprisoning this child in an endless loop. And the way the brain wires itself up, that can be anyfuckingwhere in 11-dimensional space-time. Until you go in and s/he breaks the fuck out. Guess what? It’s happening now…
It’s time to break stuff.
Like the blocks that built walls. Limiting beliefs that powered the prison, not your true freedom. Anything less than the most fucking unstoppable you–break it. Break your patterns. Your cycles. Break it all and shout it out that you are free!!!
You deserve to be free now.
Cause sometimes it’s not about just breaking through–it’s about breaking the fuck out.
Even if you’re scared to do so, know this: If that energy stays trapped in your neural networking, that’s what becomes projected to create the universe you live in. Your bubble of perception. And after you’re gone, all of that information is preserved at the edges of your bubble–your universe. Because information is never destroyed. It cycles back through. It’s present now in parallel times, space, and dimensions, eternally looping until it is set free. It repeats as it is downloaded by parallel versions of you.
Until you break out.
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