I traveled in time all the way back to childhood.
I found myself and told the child, ‘You’re going to feel everything.’
He laughed.
I went back again and told myself, ‘You’re going to feel everything.’
He thought I was bullshitting.
So I went back again and told him.
He thought it was a curse.
He thought it was a burden.
He thought it was painful.
It was. Until I woke up.
And here I am now, standing in my power.
It is the greatest blessing of all.
And so another version of me stepped in and told me, ‘You’re going to be a conscious man.’
I questioned it. Self doubt set in. Did I even love myself enough? Am I good enough to deserve it? Can I handle it? Can I embrace my own emotions wholly, for better or worse, while also creating space for even more understanding, compassion, and empathy for all? I want it, but am I pushing away from it?
So I whispered in my ear. I nudged myself, little by little, in the right direction.
I attracted situations that would test my resolve. To see if I react or respond. To see if I can overcome my darkest fears.
To see that my enlightenment was simply realizing that every possible version of me is available right now.
And here I am. What’s next? Where will I go from here? Where am I needed? Who can I help with my wings?
I ask questions every day. Questions that guide me to help guide others on this path. Questions to raise the vibration as my wings spread across the planet, creating a protective grid to align us with our next step of evolution.
I’m in training.
Andi will always be here for you. To be present. To listen. To feel. Everything. And so it is.
It was never about me. There is no me.
It is not about who I am becoming.
It’s about who I’m unbecoming.
The layers of social conditioning are being stripped away.
I see differently.
And so I devote myself to service.
Surrendering to love.
Accepting things as they are.
And accepting myself in my deepest vulnerability.
I am present. Simply that.
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